Dear Leo,

I'll protect you, don't be scared
No matter what, I will be there
I'll be gentle, I'll be light
These are the words you whispered in the night

Here I am
Here I am


Now I'm standing in the cold
(Everything is said and done)
Atomic winter in my soul
(From the absence of the sun)
The only remedy I know
Is I gotta let you go

Here I am
Here I am

But where were you when I was scared
A broken promise left me here
A post-it note is what I've got
It says: "I'm sorry, but I know you're not"
So
Here I am yeah
Here I am

There will come a day when all of this is in my past
And there will come a day when you're out of my head at last
I'm trying not to fall
Damn it's such a long way down
But here I am

Yeah Yeah Yeah


And Now I'm standing in the cold
(Everything is said and done)

Yeah Yeah Yeah

(From the absence of the sun)
The only remedy I know
Is I gotta let you go

Here I am
Here I am

Shadow

this is a short song....i wrote for u shadow.


i lost a piece of me in u,
i think i left it in ur arms,
i forget the reasons i get scared,
and remember y i care when im with u
u see that lately i been on my own
its different when ur around,
u see thats a first for me,
ur my only need and i cant live without u,
i really need u
need u
i need u..............
and ill find a way to make it
theres no one left to stop me
here i go
can u make this pain stop?


for some time, for so long
ur the one that keeps me strong
dont try to take this from me
ive already spent living half my life undone
for sometime, for so long
so sad i wanna be strong
dont try to take her from me
ive already lived my life half undone

Black Rose Update

ok so everyone this is a much needed black rose update....i was hacked by my ex bf dele......everything was deleted and i am almost done getting it all back i am just missing 2 pets blueberry my blue turtle and waffle my black and white panda. so ya....but im back...better then ever.....not even mad anymore at dele in fact we are still friends....ik im stupid blah blah whatever dont care. he knows hes pri hated by many cuz of what he did. but anyway im back and just stay posted on my pico jail website (EPIC FACEBOOK LINK HERE) and there are some bg things yet to come....(ill give u alil hint) for all fb users i might be having a contest and one of the prizes might be gold. i love u all. thx for ur support and i cant wait to see u next time u come and visit me at Pico Jail.

I GOT MARRIED :D

This is my lovely wifey. i love u wifey!!